Saboteur

by Patrick Boudreaux

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Inside our head is a voice – one of many. The one I’m talking about is the one that remembers everything bad that ever happened: every embarrassment, every shame, every injury. If you’re like me, this voice is really strong. It wants nothing bad to ever happen to you – to the the point where it doesn’t want anything *new* to happen to you.
This is your inner saboteur.

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These pictures of my fear you planted in my mind
And keep me paralyzed so I don't even try

I know what I've always wanted
You would have it only pass me by

I run this program you installed into my brain
You say it's good for me, I won't feel any pain

But it keeps me going nowhere
Stuck in a rut, afraid of who I am

You're something I put on
Something I have to conquer
Not saving me from harm
My inner saboteur

You whisper words and then I fall into your trap
You're just so good at it, you keep me coming back

But now I finally recognize you
I don't need your bullshit anymore

You're something I put on
Something I have to conquer
Not saving me from harm
My inner saboteur

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released December 23, 2021
Patrick Boudreaux: words, music, guitar, bass, drums, keys, vocals, sound effects, recording
Gavin Olsen: mixing and mastering

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Patrick Boudreaux Seattle, Washington

Patrick Boudreaux is a multi-instrumentalist and vocalist in Seattle WA. Currently performing with Seattle U2 tribute “Mysterious Ways” in his first role as lead vocalist/front-man. He is looking for the right project to get involved in next, and has begun to record and release solo material. ... more

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